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Saturday, May 21, 2011

This is for you
All of this
The clothes and the flare and the make-up and the hair
This if for you
All of this
The smiles and the cares and the looks that turn to stares
This is for you
All of this
The racing and the beating and the trembling and the bleeding
This is for you
All of this
The worries and the concern and the doubting of your return
This is for you
All of this
The tears and the sleepless nights and the dreams and the fights
This is for you
All of this
The concerned looks and rolled eyes and the lectures and the sighs

They’re telling me to run away
It’s not a good idea to be in love with you
I understand the words but, honestly,
The feeling behind them is moot
And if my heart gets broken I’ll only have myself to blame
I love you and I don’t think you even know my name
So I sit alone at night creating a plan
To seduce a married man

I’m not saying that it’s right
Because I know that is wrong
There’s no use in lying
When you’ve done it for so long
And it’s the oldest story in the book
It all started with a stolen look
Don’t think I don’t understand
It’s wrong to love a married man

You’re just across the room
And it’s really hard not to stare
But I don’t want you to know
Even though I’m sure that you’re aware
And I’m just woman with a schoolgirl crush
And I believe I can keep things hush-hush
If you would give me a chance I’ll show you I can
Keep a secret and love a married man

Turn me away I’m a monster
Don’t know why I’m acting this way
Despite my parents past, what they’ve both done wrong
This just isn’t the way I was raised
So push me away turn me down
Tell me that I better get out of town
Tell me there’s no way that you can
Let me love you, a married man

I’m sorry that you see it that way
Yes, I know that it’s wrong
No matter what I’m doing, what I’ve done
It’s been in the back of mind my mind all along
But I can’t erase my past
I can only learn from my mistakes
I know the stakes are high
But you don’t know the strength it takes
To tell someone that you love
That this love was never right
And it was all their fault after all
Why did they kiss you that one night?
But I would never say that
Because both of us are to blame
He might have started it
But it takes two to play the game
I didn’t exactly tell him no
I know, now, that I should’ve went ahead
And pushed him off of me
And turned away and fled
But his lips felt so right
Pressed against my own
With his hands on my skin
And the thrill of being alone
Judge me all you want
Cuz we’d all like to say that we
Wouldn’t be as weak as I was
That we’d do what’s right morally
I hope that one day
You’ll finally fall in the love
And you think they’re just perfect
Like an angel from above
But they belong to another
And I hope that they persist
And pursue you endlessly
Until one night you two kiss
And you can’t control yourself
Because you’re heart is racing fast
And you don’t worry about the future
And you forget about you’re past
But until you’re in that place
In their arms and you can’t help but feel
That this is what home feels like
And that this love is truly real
You can never shake your head
Wag your finger in my face
Tell me what’s right from wrong
Or put me in my place
You don’t know what it’s like
And I can’t make you understand
How horrible it is
To be in love with a married man

One, Not Two

Earth parts and one falls in
One, not two
Swirls like dark paint, up and down
Just a matter of time
Flowers crumble into ashes
Salty rain and shrieking thunder
The Earth closes
Darkness for one
One, not two

My head on your chest
Moving in a current of up and down rhythmic breaths
Your right hand on the small of my back
My right arm over your midsection
You trace my face with your left forefinger
And linger on my lips
I slowly raise me body so we're face to face
I hover just for a second to make you kiss me
I'm not at fault if you kiss me
That's what they've been telling me
It's a soft, romantic kiss and my heart flutters
I lay my head on your chest to hear your heart racing as well
I hear music in the background
I wake up
Such a crushing dream

Failed Affair

You thought I was a child
I thought you were a man
I guess we both were wrong