Intertwined Mishaps

I want to say that I forgive you, I do
But the tears in my eyes don’t lie
The pain is still too fresh
Six years, six years and my heart is still sore
To think that I loved you for so many years
Years

I want to say that I forgive you, I do
And every now I then I think about it
Maybe I’m a lesser person because
I
Can’t
Let
Go
Surely we all make mistakes

I want to say that I forgive you, I do
But what you did wasn’t a mistake
It wasn’t a lapse in judgment
It wasn’t a one-time occurrence
You don’t deserve my forgiveness
No

I want to say that I forgive you, I do
She says I should, they say I shouldn’t
And my heart is torn and I seek
I seek
I seek out the guidance from G-d
I seek out HIS strength
HIS love

I want to say that I forgive you, I do
And I’m trying every day
Every day of my life is a struggle
Knowing
Knowing what you did and who you did it to
I’m trying
To forgive you
But not yet
Not yet